One week of improvement
It has been one week since that last post. It was a good week. i focused on work and on improving myself, taking better care of my body and environment. Saturday however, i went back to my apartment. The moment i got there, i started feeling insecure and empty again, and quickly got in a carpool and went back to my hometown, to stay some more time at grandma's house. This time i brought my pc though, so i can at least fight boredom lol
Looking back on this week, i feel like there has been real improvement, but there is more that can be improved. i started with the simplest, making my bed, and worked up from there. Taking better care of myself and my surroundings made me feel much better, and will likely help with my self-confidence too, i believe. But i'm still not ready to live alone again, considering what i felt when i got there. i suspect the lack of socializing is the main reason. To help with that, i decided, when i do return, to sync my gym days with my friend - this will mean i'll have someone to interact with daily and if that still is not enough, i can still invite him over and we can play some videogames. Hopefully this will help keep those lonely, sad feelings away, but only time will tell.
Let's see how this next week goes. Hopefully i won't be as bored LOL
